I saw my psychiatrist today.
I really saw him briefly while waiting for and in the elevator... because I was damned late.
It was not as if I wanted to be late... it was just... in addition to everything else, I missed my bus stop and had to walk back the distance that felt like a few miles...
Off the bus...
I stood there staring at the ice...
I tested the ice and tried to see whether I could get onto the pavement without a fall...
Slippery... Slippery ice... I thought...
Inches away from the pavement... I thought...
I can't get stuck staring at the ice though since staring at the thin ice is not gonna move me too far...
I had to take an alternative route...
And what would be the alternative to get me on the road?
So I started to walk... on the road.
Against the traffic... on the road.
Until the time to come... crossover I could walk.
I finally arrived at the building and got to the 12th floor...
At the elevator stood my shrink...
I apologized sincerely for being so very late...
for one's 5-minute distance is my 30-minute + walk...
Then, I got back out... at large... to the icy roads.
SOS --- Help needed to publish my four books
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All four books are done and what I need to do is to get them published and
distributed.
It's imposing far more stress than I can handle especially after m...
4 years ago
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