Stairs

God

Today your house I went
Today you call again I
Sadistic Baster

So I you call God

Such I could call you not
But
Such could I help not

To feel
How I feel

An invalid
For so long a time
My direst nightmare
Stripped of all marks
Contribution to life

Today your house I went
Wishful thinking
In Hope
Peace in mind
All the stairs to clime up
Your grace to seek

All the stairs to clime down
My life to face

So to myself
I said

Religion kinda comfort
In such I shall not rest

Up the stairs I climbed again
gluttony
Such sin shall I commit

Your attention to attract...
Call it lust or greed in sloth or in wrath

Joyful life
Envy

or simply
pride